Friday, January 13, 2012

It has been awhile.

It's been awhile since I posted on here.  Obviously.
I did something rather stupid today.  I was in Giant Eagle, and I was trying to find something for my lunch.  I came across their pre-made meatloaf.  This meatloaf has a small story.  My uncle (my mom's brother) bought some of this meatloaf to make for us when he came to visit when my mom was sick.  He would make these AWESOME meals for us.  Gourmet stuff:  scallops- potatoes-fillet mignon- sauted spinach. . . .etc.  Well, he made this meatloaf with some of his sides, and it was SOOOOO good.  So with that, I bought it for my lunch today.  I ate it.  It tasted good.  But it was like I ate a bad memory.  All I can think about is sitting in Bob's warm house, watching crazy movies, going back and forth to mom's room where she was laying in her hospital bed. . . .sitting in there. . . . watching TV in her room. . . . . .giving her something to drink. . . .snow storms outside. . . .  I am so glad that my mom is released from pain, but I'm selfish. . . and I think that I would give anything right now to go back to last year.. . . .just to see my mom again real quick.  Thanks alot meatloaf.  I was doing so well too.